I sit quietly on my phone Trying to enjoy time alone Don't think too much, I tell myself when I start thinking Wanna enjoy it, all this breathing without shrinking Why do they look so in love? The couple walking by when maybe they're on drugs Don't look too much, I tell myself when I start staring Maybe there's something in their perfume that she's wearing It's the little things that I can't understand How they look right past it and keep holding hands It's the little things I'll never understand I think it must be fake like a face spray tan How do you love? How do you love? How do you love? How do you love? I try to read myself to sleep It just gives me anxiety How will I know where I was when I started sleeping? I feel the same way about cuddling but for dreaming Distractions can be hard to find But I say just as making lists and you'll be fine Write down all the things you wanna learn to do And all your favorite movies starting old to new It's the little things that I don't understand How they look right past it and keep holding hands It's the little things I'll never understand I think it must be fake like a face spray tan How do you love? How do you love? How do you love? How do you love? How do you love? How do you love? How do you love? How do you love?