Drownin' and lickin' in my hotel suite Follow up with a high, it's gon' make me feel complete I ask myself, is this who I'm supposed to be? When I'm high, that's the only time I'm free That's the only time I'm free Look at the sky, I wonder if you're watchin' me I wonder if you're watchin' over me Drownin' and lickin' in my hotel suite Who I'm supposed to be? Look in the mirror and I'm wonderin' if it's me I'm so high, no, I can't see I lost my soul in this cold misery Why don't you set me free? I'm stuck livin' this California dream It's *** up, they forget to treat you the same When you got money and fame I'm high, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Okay, my heart's all fuckin' froze I'm high right now, I wonder where I'm supposed to go I do not really know, no Drownin' and lickin' in my hotel suite Follow up with a high, it's gon' make me feel complete I ask myself, is this who I'm supposed to be? Cause when I'm high, that's the only time I'm free That's the only time I'm free Look at the sky, I wonder if you're watchin' me I wonder if you're watchin' over me Drownin' and lickin' in my hotel suite I'm thankin' God every day I get to breathe I wonder if he really hearin' me I wonder if he really hearin' me I pray he take me through recovery Pray I touch a million hearts before I go to sleep I wanna speak my pain so you can see Yeah, I want you to see I'm hopeless Cause I'm so fuckin' broken Lickin' and drugs, that's my favorite potion My heart beatin' fast, but I'm in slow motion Drownin' and lickin' in my hotel suite Follow up with a high, it's gon' make me feel complete I ask myself, is this who I'm supposed to be? Cause when I'm high, that's the only time I'm free That's the only time I'm free Look at the sky, I wonder if you're watchin' me I wonder if you're watchin' over me Drownin' and lickin' in my hotel suite Drownin' and lickin' in my hotel suite Drownin' and lickin' in my hotel suite