Oh,
another reminder of why
These chemicals are my only hope for surviving another night
Cold, even if I live in the light
These years alone keep me far behind on my enemy line
I wonder when I went on
A dead age to say it's all on
I'm praying that it's not contagious
Even if I'm there forsaken
Order me hostage, up in my head
Getting so tired of losing my friends
Living so hard to sleep when I'm dead
I've been unconscious, killing it good
Order me,
order me,
order me hostage
Order me,
order me,
order me hostage
I've been misunderstanding the signs It's hard to breathe
when the enemy is the only me that feels alive You're blind,
it always changes on the fly You're telling me
that I'm what you need but I know you're a lie
I wonder when I went on A dead age to say it's all on I'm praying
that it's not contagious Even if I'm there forsaken Order me hostage,
up in my head Getting so tired of losing my friends Living
so hard to sleep when I'm dead I've been unconscious,
killing it good Order me,
order me, order me hostage
Trapped here for all my days Wrapped up in my old ways
Will they remember me?
Order me hostage,
up in my head Getting so tired of losing my friends
Living so hard to sleep when I'm dead I've been unconscious,
killing it good
Order me, order me,
order me hostage Order me,
order me,
order me hostage