It rained today
For the first time this season
It was so slow and deliberate
Like strokes on a piano
Each moment a melody
The clouds, they danced
And covered a lonely sky
Still it seems so bright outside
Cause all I feel inside of me is darkness
I don't wanna feel this way again
The room is hollow
And it's more than enough for me
Blank pages staring, they beg for the unveiling
Of this lonely heart
Of this broken spirit
Scarred by defection
And waiting to trust
Someone can lay away
Trust God
My hope in anything here
Is soon being erased
I don't wanna feel this way again
I don't wanna feel this way again
Goodbye to disability
Hello to my abandonment
Would anybody care
If I wasn't here
Goodbye to everything I know
I'll try to figure this out on my own
Cause I don't wanna feel this way again
Goodbye to disability
Hello to my abandonment
Would anybody care
If I wasn't here
Goodbye to everything I know
I'll try to figure this out on my own