Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah I've been thinking about How I used to hang out smokin' by myself Now I'm flying for real put my seatbelt on I'm overseas soon I'll be somewhere else, yeah It's funny how it gets so real so fast Dreamin' of the afterlife Or maybe I don't have to die I get so scared sometimes I don't know what's next for me I don't know what's best for me No more All my friends doin' Adderall I'm just tryna make it on the honor roll Slurrin' my speech till I said it all Fillin' my heart with the edibles I don't know if all my friends doin' Adderall I'm just tryna make it on the honor roll Slurrin' my speech till I said it all Fillin' my heart with the edibles I don't wanna get older I don't wanna die I don't wanna be sober I don't wanna cry I don't wanna get older I don't wanna die I don't wanna be sober I don't wanna cry I've been Foolin' around Sendin' pics, stayin' out Zero for it, it's a cop-out And over my head Might be brain dead, white flag I'm on forfeit, too bad Can't stop my world From collapsing, I'm afraid Of relapsing, cause this Lambo too fast I might get car sick All these moving targets Are IP to the home Right where my heart is Sometimes I wish I was back where I started What'd ya say? All my friends doin' Adderall I'm just tryna make it on the honor roll Slurrin' my speech till I said it all Fillin' my heart with the edibles I don't know if all my friends doin' Adderall I'm just tryna make it on the honor roll Slurrin' my speech till I said it all Fillin' my heart with the edibles It's just that I don't wanna get older I don't wanna die I don't wanna be sober I don't wanna cry I don't wanna get older I don't wanna die I don't wanna be sober I don't wanna cry It's funny how it gets so real so fast Dreamin' of the afterlife Or maybe I don't have to die I get so scared sometimes I don't know what's next for me Don't know what's goin' into me I'm in too deep, I need to leave Leave me be All my friends doin' Adderall I'm just tryna make it on the honor roll Slurrin' my speech till I said it all Fillin' my heart with the edibles I don't know if all my friends doin' Adderall I'm just tryna make it on the honor roll Slurrin' my speech till I said it all Fillin' my heart with the edibles It's just that I'm just tryna make it on the honor roll