Ocean days, swept over rolling waves Lost to the touch and taste of soft summer rains The golden eyes, the sun kissed your perfect mouth Wish it could be enough, to forget the rest of us Been faking my laughter, so now I chase after the memory Show me happy pleas, aching to come clean Despite how it might seem, you don't know me, cause I don't know me I'm to blame, I've been trading gold for a honeymoon phase And lost my ways, and my sanity, and all that mattered to me Fire escape, lovers like burning flames Always the fire fades, always the same I am in pieces, so why can't you see that I have to leave For my own safety, aching to come clean Despite how it might seem, you don't know me, cause I don't know me I'm to blame, I've been trading gold for a honeymoon phase And lost my ways, and my sanity, and all that mattered to me I remember when you held my heart Pressed together, aching when we part I remember when you held my heart Traded all of me for our start I'm to blame, I've been trading gold for a honeymoon phase And lost my ways, and my sanity, and all that mattered I'm to blame, I've been shaming you for my mistakes But let me say, I really loved our honeymoon phase Thanks for watching!