Even though you may not be here physically, you still walk with me. Even though I can't hear your voice, I still feel your guidance every day. Every breath you take, every move you make, that's what you say while you're watching me. Throughout the day and even when I sleep, when my flesh makes me weak, you see the God in me, forcing me to be what I'm destined to be. I damn near feel like you're carrying me. At times when I felt like I would drown, you pulled me back to the surface, nurturing my heart with words of encouragement, told me *** like, you're too good for that. Patting me on my back to congratulate me and show me what it really meant to be myself. Now I feel like I can fly, the same way you fly. I know one day our paths will collide again. I ain't tripping. I got *** to do and you got more miracles to work to, and you can do way more where you're at than where you were. You ain't have to leave here, but you did. You know your purpose was bigger and you accepted it, and for that I'll always thank you. I be acting tough, but I miss you though, cracking jokes and ***, and I even still got the video of you and Dash when we came to see you a while ago, and even though you may not be here physically, when *** gets tough, and I don't know who to call, and I feel like I can't take no more, and there's no one else on the road, you still walk with me. Started losing friends too early, made for 7th grade. B. Lou was like my brother, they shot him in his head, invite him to my birthday party. You the only one that came, I never knew from that day, I'd never be the same. Early mornings watching news, I see another murder, 7th grade, middle school, Justin showed me a burner, Jasmine's cousins want the jummy, because I made her cry, right before the year was over, one of them niggas died, 8th grade for some reason, eyes desensitized, 9th grade I moved away, to live another life, my mom sent me to high school on the other side, cause when Greg got killed she was traumatized, Houser was the *** man when he was alive, taught us everything we know about getting fried, Taff was a young and distant niggas from the city, so they felt like they had to come through and slide, my uncle Mon P was a younger nigga, all I ever did was have fun with him, I can't imagine niggas having beef with him, it's *** up my son didn't get to meet him, so many layers, so many riders, so many things for family ties, Minner got killed over a chick he was right beside, when OJ passed away I was so surprised, was on the road with Chevy when I heard Ray died, whoever got killed I knew *** wasn't right, I can still see the look in his sister's eyes, he shot Wapo in his head the day that he signed, not to mention my brother felt like my heart died, no pride, no Mac Miller the whole ride, when it passed away I for sure cried, a lot of pain but I don't even show it, niggas probably didn't even know that I got all these damn homies, so many layers, so many riders, so many things for family ties, so many layers, so many riders, so many things for family ties, Sledge was like my big brother, used to pull up for beats, used to hear me in that Bonneville all the way up the street, he put me on the game, he had all the freaks, taught me how to dress but show me *** wasn't sweet, Chevy was older than me, didn't know that we would meet, I did a song at the studio with him and Freeze, used to be on the battle scene, if anyone owed me money they had to talk to Breeze, not to mention he taught me lots of things, like how to clean up my circle, stay low from police, S used to be the big homie, till he made a *** song about me, late nights in the studio me him and Bo, he was the sickest in the city, had the illest flow, they had pounds of haze when niggas was smoking dro, counted like 10 stacks in front of me after school, when Spitter came to scoop me up he had the tool, I wasn't carrying he said I had to have one too, these niggas in the city catch you when you passing through, and I'll be damned if I don't do what I have to do, I met Shipes this L5 he was hella cool, he introduced me to Dizze now that's my man too, me and Krip went on our first tour, I moved to Cali and met Big U, always smoking out with Trick Tricks since early days in Michigan, this *** I don't say in my interviews, a lot of love and ain't afraid to show it, you niggas probably didn't even know that I got all these real homies