I know you mean well Who am I dialing tonight, that's a bummer Got my freezer burnt feelings for twenty summers I'm just a gel that accumulates through the night sky Screaming at the stars like night lights And I love my life, love my life Burning middle fingers through the red lights And I guess I'm getting older cause I'm this, this When I can't get on to the rest, list To the end of the world, the end of the world Fever dream, tangerine sweat When I get down, down Santa killers all these years coming like waves Hold me, hold me like a grudge The world is always spinning and I can't keep up Faster and faster, can't do it on my own Hard times solving full time problems, yeah So hold me like a grudge Hold me like a grudge Yeah, yeah Hold me like a grudge Hold me like a grudge I guess somehow we made it back With a few dreams of ours still intact I am a diamond on the inside, just at the pressure Know it's inside me but I got nowhere to my own treasure I'm just a gel that accumulates through the night sky Screaming at the stars like night lights And I love my life, love my life Running middle fingers through the red light And I guess I'm getting older cause I'm s-pissed We didn't make it to the end, rest, list To the end of the world, the end of the world Fever dream, tangerine sweat When I get down, down Santa killers all these years coming like waves Hold me, hold me like a grudge The world is always spinning and I can't keep up Faster and faster, can't do it on my own Part time sorry, full time problem So hold me like a grudge Hold me like a grudge Yeah, yeah Hold me like a grudge Hold me like a grudge If I had it better, if I even get better I think it's over by now, I would've got it together And if you put your, put your heart in it, heart in it Then we'll do more than just get by together You can call you a fan, yeah man, you have no fun without me I'm like a storm on the horizon, storm on the horizon Hold me, hold me like a grudge The world is always spinning and I can't keep up Faster and faster, can't do it on my own Part time sorry, full time problem Hold me like a grudge Hold me like a grudge Hold me like a grudge Hold me like a grudge Hold me like, hold me like a grudge