♪♪ ♪ She said, are you okay? And I'm staring into space ♪ ♪ It's making her nervous, cause one thing is certain, I don't have my head on straight ♪ ♪ We're trying to get through each week, on two or three hours of sleep ♪ ♪ I say to be patient, that we're gonna make it, I have to admit that I'm struggling ♪ ♪ They say take it slow, but the world keeps spinning, and that I don't control ♪ ♪ And so there I go, trying to act normal so they won't know that I'm just trying to hold my ish together, together, darling ♪ ♪ I'm just trying to hold my ish together, together, darling ♪ ♪ They say that they sympathize, I'm grateful they take the time ♪ ♪ But bringing it up at this six-year-old birthday, it kinda f***ed my vibe ♪ ♪ We end on an awkward note, I make the most awkward joke ♪ ♪ Too dark to be funny, I shouldn't have come, it'd be weird to go home, and I'm struggling ♪ ♪ They say take it slow, but the world keeps spinning, and that I don't control ♪ ♪ And so there I go, trying to act normal so they won't know that I'm just trying to hold my ish together, together, darling ♪ ♪ I'm just trying to hold my ish together, together, darling ♪ ♪ I'm just trying to hold my ish together, together, darling ♪ ♪ Oh, I don't know what else to try, pretend I'm in control ♪ ♪ But I'm just trying to hold my ish together, together, darling ♪ ♪ ♪ I'm just trying to hold my ish together, together, darling ♪ ♪ I'm just trying to hold my ish together, together, darling ♪ ♪ Oh, I don't know what else to try, pretend I'm in control ♪ ♪ But I'm just trying to hold my ish together, together, darling ♪ you