It's been a long time coming Feeling trapped in my mind Thought it was a fight All this time, all this time keeps fading So afraid of the darkness talking Try to speak but my voice keeps breaking So many smiles you've seen me faking I'm down on my knees in the dirt I scream from the top of my lungs I find my way back to a higher ground Yeah, I just wanna feel alive Yeah, I just wanna feel alive with you Feeling trapped in my mind Thought it was a fight All this time, all this time keeps fading So afraid of the darkness talking Try to speak but my voice keeps breaking So many smiles you've seen me faking