I wasn't the strong one, till we were falling apart Promised I'd hold you, when everything went dark But God it's so dark out, still feel you in my bed I wish I could hold you, but I'm holding my breath instead I hate that I lost you when I'm not lost anymore And I hate that I got to let go of what I adore And now I'm in high water Without you, without you And now I'm in high water Without you, without you I'm tired of replaying memories in my head Replaying everything, everything you've ever said I'm holding in pain that I never knew I could have Look where you brought me, I knew I would say it I was your other half And I hate that I lost you when I'm not lost anymore And I hate that I got to let go of what I adore And now I'm in high water Without you, without you And now I'm in high water Without you, without you High water High water High water High water I miss you so much And now I'm in high water And now I'm in high water Without you, without you *