I wasn't a strong one, till we were falling apart I promised I'd hold you, when everything went dark Forgot it's so dark out, still feel you in my bed I wish I could hold you, but I'm holding my breath instead I hate that I lost you when I'm not lost anymore And I hate that I got to let go of what I adore And now I've been half-wondering Without you, without you Now I've been half-wondering Without you, without you I'm tired of replaying memories in my head Replaying everything, everything you ever said I'm holding in pain that I never knew I could have Like we were Romeo and Juliet, saying I was your other half And I hate that I lost you when I'm not lost anymore And I hate that I got to let go of what I adore And now I've been half-wondering Without you, without you Now I've been half-wondering Without you, without you High water, high water I miss you so much I miss you so much Now I've been half-wondering Without you, without you Half-wondering Without you, without you Now I've been half-wondering Without you, without you High water, high water