It's been a * week, bet you didn't know that, did ya?
How can I expect you to know something I didn't tell ya?
Keep it all to myself, never ask nobody for help
Like that'll just make me feel better
Ghosted all my friends
Here we are again
The * voices in my head won't leave me alone at night
And the conversations get so dark that it's too hard to hide
And the realizations get so dark that it's too hard to hide

And it's that I've become my own worst enemy
Cause the only one that's here for me is me
It's been a * month, but at latest I survived it
I fake a smile so I keep the mask from sliding
Don't let anybody in further, then I can pull them out again
Like that's gonna
Like that's gonna

Make it better
Gaslighting my friends
Here we are again
When the * voices in my head won't leave me alone at night
And the conversations get so dark that it's too hard to hide
When the realizations get so dark that it's too hard to hide
I've become my own worst enemy
Cause the only one that's here for me is me
Here for me is me
Ghosted all my friends
Here we go again
And this,
Thing is, I know I've only got myself to blame
Cause the chain reaction is the same * time and time again
When the realization hits, I've always been my own worst enemy
Cause the only one that's here for me is me