Her tongue's romanticized, her bloodshot eyes ain't getting high
They drift off on faded sheets, he'll kiss her over cold gay teeth
How can I love myself when I'm so drained into everyone else?
And I've been told I'm heavy to hold
They say they won't run away, fix you, it's only pretty when it's sung by Coldplay
They'll kiss me, manic dream pixie, don't wanna love me cause it feels too risky
And I understand, it's all I've been told
I'm heavy to hold
I hear cars pull up outside ringside
Doorbells but they're never mine
Sitcoms on VHS, live tracks echo the friends that left
How can I brave this storm and not just burn them trying to keep warm?
So I've been told I'm heavy to hold
They say they won't run away, fix you, it's only pretty when it's sung by Coldplay
They'll kiss me, manic dream pixie, don't wanna love me cause it feels too risky
advisin' someone who's junk and old
How can I love myself when I'm so drained into everyone else?
I'm heavy to hold
Like the name I breathe on my willy
They say they won't help but hook me

I'm trying to learn
But they say they won't help
And I understand
I hear cars pull up outside ringside

If you decide
They'll llama me mad at night
I'm tired at night





There's no denying
If you've had enough
Thanks for trying
They say they won't run away
Fix you, don't be pretty
Run and suck back all day
They kiss me, my new dream pixie
Don't wanna love me cause I'm hell's turn
It's clear
And I understand
It's all up in the door
I'm heavy to hold
I'm heavy to hold
I'm heavy