It took a little time for me to figure it out Noises in my head that I could never drown out But you wouldn't know what I'm talking about Cause you weren't around I'm tired of all the he said and she said And three in the morning regrets It's about some *** that you can't let go I'm tired of feeling useless and stupid Cause you don't know how to be human Or I'm about done with the show Why does it feel so heavily, heavily Though I'm letting you go It hit me heavily, mentally You can't speak up, I know it's easy I'm wise, I'm finally high Good breathe, I'm sorry but it's So, so, so Heavily, heavily Left a lot of people that I needed behind Drowning my heart out while I cover my eyes Mixing up the pain with the butterflies Baby, I don't know why I had to hold on for so long I don't do that for no one Guess I was scared to say it myself I'm tired of all that you do But I don't feel like I'm walking the tightrope By the time I started taking control Why does it feel so heavily, heavily Though I'm letting you go It hit me heavily, mentally You can't speak up, I know it's easy I'm wise, I'm finally high Good breathe, I'm sorry but it's So, so, so Heavily, heavily Why did it feel so heavily, heavily, heavily Why did it feel so heavily, heavily, heavily Why did it feel so heavily, oh, oh, baby Why does it feel so heavily, heavily Though I'm letting you go It hit me heavily, mentally You can't speak up, I know it's easy I'm wise, I'm finally high Good breathe, I'm sorry but it's So, so, so Heavily, heavily Heavily, heavily Heavily, heavily Heavily, heavily