The truth runs wild, like a tear down her cheek Tryna save face in daddy heartbreak, but lying through my teeth This voice inside, has been eating at me Tryna replace the love that I fake with what we both need The truth runs wild, like kids on concrete Tryna sedate my mind in its cage and know what I see A weak white eye, yeah I'm screaming at me Tryna keep faith and picture his face staring up at me Without losing a piece of me, how do I get to heaven? Without changing a part of me, how do I get to heaven? All my time is wasted, feeling like my heart's mistaken, oh So if I'm losing a piece of me, maybe I don't want heaven The truth runs wild, like the rain to the sea Tryna set straight the lines that I trace to find some relief This voice inside, has been eating at me Tryna embrace the picture I paint and color me free Without losing a piece of me, how do I get to heaven? Without changing a part of me, how do I get to heaven? All my time is wasted, feeling like my heart's mistaken, oh So if I'm losing a piece of me, maybe I don't want heaven So I'm counting to fifteen, counting to fifteen, counting to fifteen So I'm counting to fifteen, counting to fifteen, counting to fifteen So I'm counting to fifteen, counting to fifteen, counting to fifteen Without losing a piece of me How do I get to heaven? Without changing a part of me How do I get to heaven? All my time is wasted Feeling like my heart's mistaken the worst If I'm losing a piece of me Maybe I don't want heaven The truth runs wild like a tear down a cheek *