I listen to the words from the pastor at your service I don't know where you are but I'm sure you're feeling worthless Scared and alone and all on your own And knowing that you're damn deep down in your bones I hope you're feeling comfortable lying in your bed And I hope that you're regretting all the words that you said These thoughts play over like nightmares in my head And I hope you know I'm happy knowing that you're dead Regrets fill my heart and tear me apart I never should've met you, I should've stayed away I should've just looked and turned the other way But these are just the things I wish that I could say But here we are again, fighting another day I hate who we are, but yet I try to stay And I'm sick of all the games that you try to play But when it comes to the end, it's me who's to blame And here we go again, when will this end? I don't know where I'm at but I know where I've been I tell you all my flaws and tell you all my secrets You say I never try and things get heated And here we go again, when will this end? I don't know where I'm at but I know where I've been I tell you all my flaws and tell you all my secrets You say I never try and things get heated See I've tried to understand the places that you're coming from But I'm so caught up in my own mind that I can't overcome I hate it when this happens and we're fighting over something Damn I'm feeling like I'm not enough, used to have that might as touching Now I'm more like Cain and Abel, the way you're able to go Judas and go through with this It's ridiculous, and now you're trying to be my ex Like the answer to a function, trying to find out why you're just resorting to the cussing I hope you hear this when you're driving, crashing to a clearing You're screaming out for help but not a single soul can hear it I find out that you die and I come up to your service And everyone's around you and I scream out you deserve this Looking at you cold, it almost makes it worth it You made my life hell, there it returns you filled your purpose And now the song is over and I got no more to say But if you wonder how I feel, go and hit replay And here we go again, when will this end? I don't know where I'm at but I know where I've been I tell you all my flaws and tell you all my secrets You say I never try and things get heated And here we go again, when will this end? I don't know where I'm at but I know where I've been I tell you all my flaws and tell you all my secrets You say I never try and things get heated And here we go again, when will this end? I don't know where I'm at but I know where I've been I tell you all my flaws and tell you all my secrets You say I never try and things get heated