Mushcada with my cup, I keep it flowin' like the Amazon This life is not enough, somebody told me I should carry on And I would not exist if mom decided not to marry John And I could talk forever, but whatever, something's very wrong The only way to stick is if there's money on your dick And you got bonnets and videos and diamonds on your bitch I got love for all the people that have done this all themselves This my only opportunity, I'm jumpin' at my shell Get my mind right, everything we do is like a cyanide Blowin' up our bodies and our minds like it's dynomite Everybody wanna be awake, ***in' appetite's black and white We see it, but we don't want to believe it Call me Jake with a Y, cause I wanna know why We've been workin' so hard for the same damn dime Either you're already there, or there's nothing that ever stops you Life is never fair, if you're lucky, somebody watch you I'ma keep on goin', I'm blowin' within the motion Waffle house lit, and I'm stirrin' another potion Dallas all night, in the city, that's right I've been stuck inside the verbs, and I hate my life I'm talkin' haze days, days where I participate in life Like the water, I precipitate, I'm fallin' from the sky I'm talkin' haze days, tryin' to stop the brainwaves I've been thinkin' so much, wonder what the pain's saying If I could show you what I think, I think you'd hate me Cause everybody don't wanna fake it, but we crazy If I could show you how I feel, I think you'd make me Do it all another time, that's a JV If you wanna understand, take a deep breath I don't want you to be sorry, I want your respect I feel pain in every muscle, I got defects My name is Jake, and I'm in trouble, I'm a reject If I could show you how I feel, I think you'd hate me Cause everybody don't wanna fake it, but we crazy If I could show you how I feel, I think you'd make me Do it all another damn time, that's a JV If you wanna understand, take a deep breath I don't want you to be sorry, I want your respect I feel pain in every muscle, I got defects My name is Jake, and I'm in trouble, I'm a reject This whole world's *** up, up in the complex I got *** up, the MC said you're on next Now that I am older, I look back at what my mom said Think about which public place or school they gonna bomb next Tragedy is sad, somebody will always laugh It's not like I wasn't already sitting dead in the class We slither like anaconda through grasses that will be cut This life is a big illusion, I've learned to not give a *** As crazy as I'm insane, nobody will say my name I realize we don't matter, cause everything stays the same It's finally time to go, but I wanna be home alone It's fatally inconclusive, the drugs I put in my nose But the battle is not won, till the war is a pastime Been having a lot of fun, I'm bored for the last time I'm torn by the last line, yeah time is a fast light I feel like I've been asleep for a week, like last night, yeah If I could show you how I feel, I think you'd hate me Cause everybody wanna fake it, but we crazy If I could show you how I feel, I think you'd make me Do it all another damn time, Mr. Jamie If I could show you what I think, I think you'd hate me Cause everybody wanna fake it, but we crazy If I could show you how I feel, I think you'd make me Do it all another time, Mr. Jamie If you wanna understand, take a deep breath I don't want you to be sorry, I want your respect I feel pain in every muscle, I got defects My name is Jake and I'm in trouble, I'm a reject I feel pain in every muscle, I got defects My name is Jake and I'm in trouble, I'm a reject www.*** or www.*** or www.*** or www.***