I'm not good with compliments
Just as bad with sentiments
I'm so afraid that all sound disingenuous
And I thank people for being kind to my heart
I
thought I could handle it
Filing my
accomplishments But I can't tell which ones are good,
which
ones are great Cause nothing ever seems good enough for me
I'm trying to fix this habit of always looking for a goal
Hate the idea that everything's not always in my control
Do
I deserve it?
Did I earn it?
Did I do something fun?
Or am I wasting my time?
If the younger me saw who I am today
Would she wish that things had gone some other way?
Should I have not quit piano?
Could I have signed to a label?
These are all things I will not know Cause I'm haunted by potential
I used to say I'll be married
at 24
But that's for sure not gonna happen anymore
Although I'm an adult and have learned a lot
I'm still like a child in more ways than I'm
not When will I be who I thought I would be?
I'm trying to fix this habit of always looking for a goal
Hate the idea that everything's not always in my control
Do I deserve it?
Did I earn it?
Did I do
something fun?
Or am I wasting my time?
If the younger me saw who I am today
Would she wish that things had gone some other way?
Should I have not quit piano?
Could I have signed to a label?
These are all things I will not know Cause I'm haunted by potential
If the younger me saw who I am today Would
she wish that things had gone some other way?
Should I have not quit piano?
Could I have signed to a label?
These are all things I will not know Cause I'm haunted by potential