In bed without you, I'm wide awake Try to just forget I found you And then how I pushed you away Oh my god, was I insane? You had everything that I ever wanted But now I'm checking out the boxes in our old apartment And while I'm packing all my things I just gotta pour a drink to help me Cause love kinda sucks Pretty messed up I guess I didn't know that it would hurt this much Really never thought you'd ever hate my guts after all But what if I just come down, crash you to the ground And maybe that's what happens when I run my mouth Take a look around and you're not here And I just can't believe you're gone But the beat goes on and on Brittle with anxiety looking over my shoulder We were out of luck, out of four leaf clovers Looking for the answer, trying to find some closure But I ain't getting any closer People say to never walk around it, but we do We never talk about it like the problem is see-through I wonder if I'm better off if I didn't meet you, no No, I don't wanna need you, girl I know that this is all my fault But who would've thought I'd miss you this long Singing this song that you'd never call Love kinda sucks Pretty messed up I guess I didn't know that it would hurt this much Really never thought you'd ever hate my guts after all But what if I just come down, crash you to the ground And maybe that's what happens when I run my mouth Take a look around and you're not here I just can't believe you're gone But the beat goes on and on Love kinda sucks Pretty messed up I guess I didn't know that it would hurt this much Really never thought you'd ever hate my guts after all