I have to block out thoughts of you so I don't lose my head

They're crawling like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed

Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone

Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home

There's a burning in my pride,

A nervous bleeding in my brain

An ounce of peace is all I want for you

Will you never call again?

And will you never say that you love me

Just to put it in my face?

And will you never try to reach me?

It is I that wanted space Hate me today

Hate me tomorrow

Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you Hate me in ways

Yeah, ways hard to swallow

Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you I'm sober now for three whole months,

It's one accomplishment that you helped me with

The one thing that always tore us apart

Is the one thing I won't touch again

In a sick way I want to thank you

For holding my head up late at night

While I was busy waging wars on myself,

You were trying to stop the fight

You never doubted my warped opinions

On things like suicidal hate

You made me compliment myself

When it was way too hard to take

So I'll drive so *** far away

That I never cross your mind

And do whatever it takes in your heart

To leave me behind Hate me today

Hate me tomorrow

Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you Hate me in ways

Yeah, ways hard to swallow

Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you And with a sad heart, I say bye to you and wave

Kicking shadows on the street

For every mistake that I had made

And like a baby boy,

I never was a man

Until I saw your blue eyes crying,

And I held your face in my hand

And then I fell down yelling,

"make it go away!"

Just make a smile come back

And shine just like it used to be

And then she whispered,

"How can you do this to me?" Hate me today

Hate me tomorrow

Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you Hate me in ways

Yeah, ways hard to swallow

Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

For you

For you

For you