First time on earth, going to have to tell you how to loveSmile like a star, a young disasterYou fist fight yourself likeLook for the thread, try to keep the gloves above your headTimes hide them tight, you can't pick things upYou sit beside, watchToday's too much for youYou just wanna go, don't you?You're damned if you don't, and you're dumb if you doKnock knock, shoot the books, living too asleep for a swimThink you closed your eyes, see the water riseSwim like a child mightSwear at the sun, fumble your words like a girlYou're resting in the street, try to trust your feet to find yourselfOne and noneToday's too much for youYou just wanna go, don't you?Aching in my handsYou've come to haveYou've come to haveYou've come to haveYou've come to haveDie before you disregard the logic of your fateSay the word again, you hear the word againDo you hate the word again?Dive into my room, a thousand of you, a thousand of youNobody cries, you slip out of your liesFlick, night, light, diesAll of your cells yell surpriseDeath had beautiful eyesDeath had beautiful eyesDeath had beautiful eyesYou're a hole in a spoon, hiding a jarThat's what you areA soul in a spoon, you're coming down soonThat's what you areThat's what you areThat's what you areThat's what you areThat's what you are