I'm just at home missing you, and you're having fun without me And I tried to call you and I begged that you would let your phone ring And I tried to call you and I begged that you would let your phone ring So hard to say, I'll keep on waiting You know it's been a couple years And I ain't been facing none of my fears But still I'm not dealing with you, not yet Should've held you down, I was busy on the move Could've made time for you, told you I'd ride for you Could've hit your mind for you Now you're gone and I'm riding, I'm shining for you So hard to say, I'll keep on waiting So hard to say, I'll keep on waiting Lost a friend, had to watch him go Can't believe that he took his soul There was something about him And I'm sorry I doubted that Lost my friend tryna be somebody In a world where there ain't no promise I'm so lost without you And I'm sorry I doubted that I don't wanna hear or appeal sorry Sick of telling you all about my story So hard to say, but I'll keep on waiting So hard to say, I'll keep on waiting So hard to say, I'll keep on waiting So hard to say, I'll keep on waiting So hard to say, I'll keep on waiting So hard to say, I'll keep on waiting So hard to say, I'll keep on waiting So hard to say, we'll find a way