School was never easy I feel sorry for younger me
Friends for life would be the promise Isn't it ironic, cause none of them lasted
Now I'm in my twenties Most left me feelin'
Thought by now it'd be different But no
People think I'm gone But daily I get ghosted
I don't know why I'm always outside the crowd
Distrust when they're at the door
Friends, lovers, et cetera Loneliness, I know too well
Magician is a heart built to swallow
Toxic relationships Heart fill my emptiness
The heartache is worth it That's hard for me to hurt me
Scared of growing old
Still
Still feelin' as a loner
But by then it'd be different But no
People think I'm gone But daily I get ghosted
I don't know why I'm always outside the crowd
Distrust when they're at the door
Friends, lovers, et cetera
Loneliness, I know too well Magician is a heart built to swallow
Thought by now it'd be different But no
People think I'm gone But daily I get ghosted
I don't know why I'm always outside the crowd



Distrust when they're at the door
That's hard for me to hurt me
We'll be right back.