And sometimes you think you're doing the magic and sometimes you realize the magic is doing you and this was one of those moments What if none of this happened, it's nothing like I imagined it What if I wasn't this strong What if it all just went different, so many times I wish I would've just listened I wasn't ready for it all There's so many things I'd change but I can't There's so many things I said that I wish I left on sad times Passing me by, gotta just laugh so I don't cry If you ask me then where I wanted to be It looks something like this, living out my wildest dreams But life sometimes ain't always what it seems But if you ask me now, all I've wanted to be is happy I remember when I was little, before I knew that anyone could be evil These egos, some people, playing with my innocence like at a casino But I refuse to be jaded, still painting rainbows all over my face Oh, I've gotten used to the fall, fall There's so many things I'd change but I can't There's so many things I said that I wish I left on sad times Passing me by, gotta just laugh so I don't die If you ask me then where I wanted to be It looks something like this, living out my wildest dreams But life ain't always what it seems Now life's gotten me falling to my knees But if you ask me now, all I've wanted to be Oooh, oh, oooh If you'd ask me now If you'd ask me now If you'd ask me now If you'd ask me now If you'd ask me If you'd ask me If you'd ask me now If you'd ask me now If you'd ask me now If you'd ask me now