I was 12 years old first time we got introducedAnd my bedroom was just painted red and blueWe stayed there for hours, we danced and we shouted to our worst songYeah, we promised that we'd always stay forever youngSaid we'd be the ones who never fall out of loveYou were my first taste of having a safe place to call my ownBut the older I got I forgot who I am without youYeah, I don't have a clueI'm tired but no one can tellBeen smiling so hard but I warned not my healthCause I reached out for heaven but crashed into hellI felt so hard for you that I fell out of love with myselfDon't call it the end, we will talk when I'm happy againDon't get me wrong, you're still the only one I seeBut you saw my trigger, all my insecuritiesTo always put you first will push my heart to burst like shattered glassI don't want to but I have to say you were silentCause when I wake up you're the first thing on my mindYou won't be replaced but I just need some space that I never hadBut the older I got I forgot who I am without youMaybe the twoI'm tired but no one can tellBeen smiling so hard but I warned not my healthCause I reached out for heaven but crashed into hellI felt so hard for you that I fell out of love with myselfDon't call it the end, we will talk when I'm happy againSo please try to listen, stop trying to fix itIf we keep our distance we might end up closer again