My dad wrote forwards on a tiny piece of paper These are the stages you'll go through He said shock, anger, and deep sadness In time acceptance will come true Well I wish I could fast forward the time Before that matter I rewind And though you said that time was blind Now you're in a place that only exists in my mind And I have this image of you leaning out the window Your lungs encapsulating smoke But I would give everything to smell your cigarettes burning Cause your words were passive when you spoke I feel you with me all the time Your guiding hands lead mine But I miss the stories that you'd share And the knitted garments that you always used to wear Well I'm wearing nothing but your love And I can honestly say that I think about you everyday And I have this image of you leaning out the window Your lungs encapsulating smoke But I would give everything to smell your cigarettes burning Cause your words were passive when you spoke Your house is empty, the shelves are bare Your presence felt, but you're not there I glance where you sit, I mean where you sat I'm still readjusting, still getting used to that And though you won't show up at my door Wherever you are I hope you find what you were searching for Oh oh oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh oh oh