Back when I was 15 I got into the wrong crowd Got myself in trouble just to make a silly man proud When I was 16 I almost died Swear my mum watched my life flash behind her eyes When I was 17 I relapsed like 10 times And the last one left me on a downward spiral 18, picking up the drink Felt kinda nice cause I didn't have to think 19, lockdown hit Everything around me, it all went to *** Then I turned 20 When did I turn 20? How the *** am I 20? Like what? I should be dead in the gutter by now Should be 6 feet under Don't know how I swerved the corner I should be dead in the gutter by now Should be 6 feet under Don't know how I swerved the corner I should be dead in the gutter by now What are you? Haven't got a clue I got a chip on my shoulder I think it is cool No one's gonna *** with the girl that breaks all the rules But no one gives a *** cause we're all a race I'm just such a hypocrite Don't know how I live with it Told my brother not to smoke I'm the one who hasn't quit Really I'm just winging it Hoping it don't go to *** Hoping I can find a place where I fit I should be dead in the gutter by now Should be dead in the gutter I should be dead in the gutter by now Should be 6 feet under Don't know how I swerved the corner I should be dead in the gutter by now Should be 6 feet under Don't know how I swerved the corner Should be dead in the gutter by now Should be 6 feet under Don't know how I swerved the corner