Mommy, I miss you
I wish you never left
I wish you never left
I love you, I love you
Days and nights I pray
Lord, forgive me, help me find my way
Never let go, you are my lifeline
Now heaven can hold you for a lifetime
Late at night I toss and turn
This dark room fills my thoughts with hurt
So many memories
I watch over our family
Guardian, Angel, Valerie
Let me take you back to 1999
The girl next door, yeah, that's where I would find
Victorville, California, where we first meet
And from that day forward, my life will be complete
Late night sneaky now, then coming to my pad
My mommy have a family and kids that call me dad
Valerie, I love you and I always will
Marty, obey, let them know just how I feel
Days and nights I pray
Lord, forgive me, help me find my way
Never let go, you are my lifeline
Now heaven can hold you for a lifetime
Late at night I toss and turn
This dark room fills my thoughts with hurt
So many memories
I watch over our family
Guardian, Angel, Valerie
September 10, 2007, that's when we
Became the proud parents of our baby girl, Lexi
Yeah, man, you were so happy
Coming home from work, shaking, telling me I'ma be a daddy
I remember like it was yesterday
Oh Lord, please help me
Help me get past this pain
The hardest thing I had to do in my life
Is take my kids to their mother's graves and watch them cry
Why is life gotta be so hard?
Why is life gotta be so ugly?
I just can't accept this
You see me smiling, sad, I'm struggling
Never did I think that you would leave
You left me all alone
It was us and now it's just me
If only I could turn back the hands of time
To feel your touch with me so much
Just to have you on my side
Some say it gets easier with time
I say it gets harder, man
Forever be our guardian
Days and nights I pray
Lord, forgive me, help me find my way
Never let go, you are my lifeline








Now Heaven can hold you for a lifetime
Late at night I toss and turn
This dark room fills my thoughts with hurt
Too many memories
I watch over our family
guardian, angel, Valerie
Oh how I wish you could see all the things
That our kids have accomplished
Our two oldest with straight A's
Coming home with excitement, all proud to show me
Next he made the princess of the land
When she draws, she's glowing
Our son Alex taught himself how to ride his bike
He got on and started pedaling
I couldn't believe my side
Man, that boy is just so, so smart
The day you left just broke his heart
He was a mama's boy and wouldn't leave your side
There was a lot of times I found him in this room crying
It chokes me up as I sit here writing this song
I can't believe it's for my kid's mom
And you're gone
Our last baby, Ariana, is such a blessing
She covers me when I'm down or she can tell I'm stressing
I just want to thank you for all our memories and children
Watch over our family, our guardian angel, Valerie
Days and nights I pray
Lord, forgive me, help me find my way
Never let go, you are my lifeline
Now heaven can hold you for a lifetime
Late at night I toss and turn
The stars are shining
Dark room fills my thoughts with her
So many memories
I watch over our family
Guardian angel, Valerie
I love you, mommy
I miss you
I miss you
I miss you
I miss you
I miss you
I miss you
I miss you