Mommy, I miss youI wish you never leftI wish you never leftI love you, I love youDays and nights I prayLord, forgive me, help me find my wayNever let go, you are my lifelineNow heaven can hold you for a lifetimeLate at night I toss and turnThis dark room fills my thoughts with hurtSo many memoriesI watch over our familyGuardian, Angel, ValerieLet me take you back to 1999The girl next door, yeah, that's where I would findVictorville, California, where we first meetAnd from that day forward, my life will be completeLate night sneaky now, then coming to my padMy mommy have a family and kids that call me dadValerie, I love you and I always willMarty, obey, let them know just how I feelDays and nights I prayLord, forgive me, help me find my wayNever let go, you are my lifelineNow heaven can hold you for a lifetimeLate at night I toss and turnThis dark room fills my thoughts with hurtSo many memoriesI watch over our familyGuardian, Angel, ValerieSeptember 10, 2007, that's when weBecame the proud parents of our baby girl, LexiYeah, man, you were so happyComing home from work, shaking, telling me I'ma be a daddyI remember like it was yesterdayOh Lord, please help meHelp me get past this painThe hardest thing I had to do in my lifeIs take my kids to their mother's graves and watch them cryWhy is life gotta be so hard?Why is life gotta be so ugly?I just can't accept thisYou see me smiling, sad, I'm strugglingNever did I think that you would leaveYou left me all aloneIt was us and now it's just meIf only I could turn back the hands of timeTo feel your touch with me so muchJust to have you on my sideSome say it gets easier with timeI say it gets harder, manForever be our guardianDays and nights I prayLord, forgive me, help me find my wayNever let go, you are my lifelineNow Heaven can hold you for a lifetimeLate at night I toss and turnThis dark room fills my thoughts with hurtToo many memoriesI watch over our familyguardian, angel, ValerieOh how I wish you could see all the thingsThat our kids have accomplishedOur two oldest with straight A'sComing home with excitement, all proud to show meNext he made the princess of the landWhen she draws, she's glowingOur son Alex taught himself how to ride his bikeHe got on and started pedalingI couldn't believe my sideMan, that boy is just so, so smartThe day you left just broke his heartHe was a mama's boy and wouldn't leave your sideThere was a lot of times I found him in this room cryingIt chokes me up as I sit here writing this songI can't believe it's for my kid's momAnd you're goneOur last baby, Ariana, is such a blessingShe covers me when I'm down or she can tell I'm stressingI just want to thank you for all our memories and childrenWatch over our family, our guardian angel, ValerieDays and nights I prayLord, forgive me, help me find my wayNever let go, you are my lifelineNow heaven can hold you for a lifetimeLate at night I toss and turnThe stars are shiningDark room fills my thoughts with herSo many memoriesI watch over our familyGuardian angel, ValerieI love you, mommyI miss youI miss youI miss youI miss youI miss youI miss youI miss you