I miss two, three graduations of my kids, they beg me to come Greet my daddy and all his Muslim brothers, I be like, so long My family get on the book like it ain't ***, I just don't respond Ask for school pay, but they told me naw, like that *** cost a um My people stealin' TV, coppin' radios to get a nod Catch me, they gon' kill me, momma, reason I can't get a job I was playin' with my name, but in real life, that *** gon' cost a dub Ass just from the Swisher, burnt the car, but I had to toss the rug My mind was goin' crazy, I couldn't eat, but that's the cost of love Fantasizin' about a million cash, that *** gon' turn me up Link was takin' over a nigga life, I had to burn the cup Even though I gave you my life, savin' for like I ain't doin' enough I wanted to run down streets when I grow up I wanted to be like Meech when I grow up I wanted to be a millionaire when I grow up I wanted to *** all the bad hoes when I grow up I was movin' like a little child, I had to grow up And I be takin' all these drugs until I throw up I had to grow up I had to grow up Police pulled me over, cause I'm dark-skinned She loud about her job, but she bartend A hundred-thousand smile just for my porcelain Talkin' bout these drugs before they barge in Every prisoner come with a bill Hundred pounds and it come with a smell Before ***, I'm all for appeal Nigga down when they jump in the field I told Boca I'd die for Dalil When she come in the town, I steal In the trenches, that *** gettin' weird All these rumors, they hurtin' my ears Off the drink, I'm not ***in' with beer And that pussy get wet every spears Feel like Kodak, I'm dyin' to leave I got a model that's down to chill Off the drugs, I'm fightin' my fears At the morgue, I'm wipin' the tears It's too serious, you shoppin' at Sears Fast car, I can't steer I got diamonds in my ear Sometimes I can't hear Lamb truck, that's not a kill All the Cougars act like they Madea Miss my granny, I'm dyin' to see her And my bitch, they be dyin' to be her Wipin' tears from Tudor to Neal Call them sisters, they callin' us cheaters Been to prison, I'm duckin' them people Paranoia, I walk with a beep Know a killer, they call him the Reaper When they call me, I keep it on speaker You with divas, I kick it with eaters When you text me, I don't even read them I'm off Addys, I don't even need them Say he love me, I don't even believe him Fast car, I can't steer I got diamonds in my ear Sometimes I can't hear Lamb truck, that's not a kill All the Cougars act like they Madea Miss my granny, I'm dyin' to see her And my bitch, they be dyin' to be her