Is this what I've become Someone who gets jealous of someone Instead of open arms and honest praise I'm closing doors and pushing love away When did I come undone When did the colors of my canvas start to run I can't control the teardrops on my face I know this ain't the girl my mother raised I used to wear love like an army I used to know nothing could harm me Now fear got a ball in my head I'm all in my head And I made a mess, I confess I'm ashamed and I need grace To step inside my mind And help me be a better person Or at least a better version of me Cause right now all I wanna do is Scream that I need grace Cause I'm running low on faith And I really wanna change my heart Cause I'm falling apart these days But I really need this grace Grace, grace I feel like I'm a ghost I forgot the most important thing I know That there's nobody else I have to be There's no one else I have to please I have the answers that I need I used to wear love like an army I used to know nothing could harm me Now fear got a ball in my head I'm all in my head And I made a mess, I confess I'm ashamed and I need grace To step inside my mind And help me be a better person Or at least a better version of me Cause right now all I wanna do is Scream that I need grace Cause I'm running low on faith And I really wanna change my heart Cause I'm falling apart these days And what I really need is grace Washing over my mistakes And I really wanna change my heart Cause I'm falling apart these days And what I really need is grace And I really wanna change my heart Cause I'm falling apart these days And what I really need is grace And I really wanna change my heart