Yo, yo, check The net is the best The net is the best The net is the best Uh, yeah We're at somewhere else this time Stay with me, listen I kick flows, rip shows Think it's switched, oh ***, no It ain't any different when I get home I *** cold to get dough Last piece, if you ain't never been broke For you to judge me's an insult It's my life and I'm living it Agreed we all have choices But mine were limited mostly by my decisions If I knew then what I knew now I'd have lived life different I'd be a different me But I didn't, so this is me Me, in my position What would you have done? Would you have done what I did? Am I what you would have become? My guess, my guess Is you wouldn't succumb like I did The decision was mine But I was too young and I Picked the wrong path I went the wrong way Left school, then got the grade Banged it out, got my pay Stacked my piece, cut the cake I'm holding weight now Made a break off 8 hours And ain't been in a jail house I intend on staying free Free, free for me, don't mean Free from stress Stay in bed, but I ain't asleep From my need rest I just blaze the trees Drift off here in my land Say to me Goodnight, goodnight God bless, God bless I'll see you in the morning Goodnight, goodnight God bless, God bless I'll see you in the morning I'm a dreamer, but can only dream As long as I'm asleep I've been having trouble sleeping See Nanny Edie ain't here To say goodnight no more I had to say goodbye to her Inside is where I signed to her Now all I feel is pain After that nothingness After that nothing Since after that there's nothing left Some of her last words Are I can't fight forever Like she wanted to give up And her life she was fed up She had to go But I wanted her to stay Cause ever since she left Things haven't been the same I need a new shelter from the rain My face looking weathered Her face be looking better I'm fed up I don't know what to do See I'd love to say That I don't give a *** But I do The gifted curse That I'm blessed with The pressures unroll Ain't nothing to the emotions That I wrestle with Stress caught me in a fig of four What is what I'm thinking I wonder what I'm living for For Is it only to hurt first my great nan Now I gotta put my dad in the dirt Back in the earth Promise we could have patched it up first I was so angry though I just couldn't handle the hurt Now you're in the back of her ass It hurts more than it ever did Sometimes I wish that I had never lived Feels as if it would have been better If I never did live I don't know how I'm ever gonna get through this *** I sweat down blood I'm running on empty My life ain't nothing to be envied So goodnight So goodnight So goodnight So goodnight