First thing that I think about when I wake up Is how badly I wish that I didn't Cos every single day feels like a nightmare One that I can't seem to wake up from And to everyone around me I'm let down Cos I never seem to learn from my mistakes I've got empty plans that just amount to nothing Cos the only thing I feel is discontent When I try to convince myself that things will be different I know that they won't Cos intimacy is so temporary Goodbye forever To every dream I've ever sold to myself Goodbye forever Inside I constantly keep asking myself Why am I not happy When things could be so much worse So I try and try to convince myself I'm satisfied Goodbye forever Goodbye forever Goodbye forever Goodbye forever So why am I not happy When things could be so much worse So I try and try to convince myself I'm satisfied