Out of focus, out of focus I don't call nobody notice, nobody notice I'm invisible, even to myself All my matches, all my matches My only friends are dust and ashes, blunts and matches It's a ritual, but it don't help I push everyone away Before they can run away I'm not gonna let you see Everything underneath I put up a thousand walls So I don't get hurt no more All you get is what you see This ain't no apology I don't think I'll ever be good enough I don't think I'm ever gonna find someone Don't you leave me alone Won't you carry me home? I don't think I'll ever be good enough Voices in my head wish I could turn them off Don't you leave me alone Won't you carry me home? With the lights off, with the lights off I don't have to see the things I'm terrified of I'm invisible, keep it to myself Keep it to myself, keep it to myself But TV's on but I ain't watching I'm just tryna feel the silence While I lie here in this habitual But it don't help, help, help I put up a thousand walls So I don't get hurt no more All you get is what you see This ain't no apology I don't think I'll ever be good enough I don't think I'm ever gonna find someone Don't you leave me alone Won't you carry me home? I don't think I'll ever be good enough Voices in my head wish I could turn them off Don't you leave me alone Won't you carry me home? Please don't leave me alone Won't you carry me home? Please don't leave me alone Won't you carry me home? Please don't leave me alone, don't you carry me home I don't think I'll ever be good enough I don't think I'm ever gonna find someone Don't you leave me alone, don't you carry me home? I don't think I'll ever be good enough Voices in my head wish I could turn it down Don't you leave me alone, won't you carry me home? Please don't leave me alone, won't you carry me home? Please don't leave me alone, don't you carry me home