I can't ever get some rest, oh-oh-oh Staring at my ceiling, thinking about the weight that's on my chest I'm always worried about what's next I think I forgot how to live in present tense Yeah, I'm supposed to be in the prime of my life But all I can see are the demons I fight Try to believe that there's a silver lining I can't find it, I don't wanna be Spending all my golden years Climbing all the way to the top So how the hell'd I wind up here? Trying to be somebody I'm not Used to be a lot less jaded Now I'm lost and now I'm frustrated Trading happiness for tears And all my golden years I could be in my head by now But I'm burning all my daylight Wondering how I can get there I know I shouldn't count all of my days under the sun But I don't wanna blink and then I wake up and it's gone I never really got to be the person that I wanna be Oh, I'm supposed to feel like I'm living it right Is it all in my head? Am I wasting my time? Try to believe that there's a silver lining I can't find it, I don't wanna be Spending all my golden years Climbing all the way to the top So how the hell'd I wind up here? Trying to be somebody I'm not Used to be a lot less jaded Now I'm lost and now I'm frustrated Trading happiness for tears And all my golden years And all my golden years And I don't wanna be Spending all my golden years Climbing all the way to the top So how the hell'd I wind up here? Trying to be somebody I'm not Used to be a lot less jaded Now I'm lost and now I'm frustrated Trading happiness for tears And all my golden years