How many nights can I keep you alive I can't count all the times that it hurt just to rise out of your bed If I keep alive then you'll stay by my side But I don't wanna find that you're losing your mind I'm sure breath don't form sad small portions You never looked at me for a year When all of this was happening And it's hard to be the happiest Wonder where my passion went You never looked at me for a year When all of this was happening And it's hard to be the happiest Wonder where my passion went I'm cleaning up again Don't know how many times I spent My efforts trying to make sense Of what is going through your head I don't think you understand The next goodbye is permanent I'm not good at wanting it For what it's worth you're what I live for You never looked at me for a year When all of this was happening And it's hard to be the happiest Wonder where my passion went You never looked at me for a year When all of this was happening And it's hard to be the happiest Wonder where my passion went You never looked at me for a year When all of this was happening And it's hard to be the happiest Wonder where my passion went You never looked at me for a year When all of this was happening And it's hard to be the happiest Wonder where my passion went You never looked at me for a year When all of this was happening And it's hard to be the happiest Wonder where my passion went