oh I'm staring at the ceiling, the clock it won't stop ticking I feel like I've been sleeping for too long now It's like my heart stopped beating and now I'm hardly breathing and I'm afraid of leaving, scared to break down And what am I waiting for? Cause I don't wanna wait no more And I'm the only soldier in this lonely war And I don't wanna fight myself no more Maybe I was meant to run Maybe I was born to bleed I don't know who I'll become But I'll be going, going, gone And even if it starts to hurt I wanna feel it till my whole heart bursts Cause I won't be forever young So I'll be going, going, going, going, gone Gone Take me like I've been starving Kiss me without a warning I don't care where I'm going Throw a dart at the mouth Cause I'm ready to be reckless Care more so I could care less Got money in my mattress It's a start, yeah And what am I waiting for? Cause I don't wanna wait no more And I'm the only soldier in this lonely war And I don't wanna fight myself no more Maybe I was meant to run Maybe I was born to bleed I don't know who I'll become But I'll be going, going, gone And even if it starts to hurt I wanna feel it till my whole heart bursts Cause I won't be forever young So I'll be going, going, going, going, gone Gone I'm staring at the ceiling The clock, it won't stop ticking I feel like I've been sleeping for too long now Maybe I was meant to run Maybe I was born to bleed I don't know who I'll become But I'll be going, going, gone And even if it starts to hurt I wanna feel it till my whole heart bursts Cause I won't be forever young So I'll be going, going, going, going, gone Gone