When I was 13, a friend of mine died That's when I realized that we aren't here forever I wonder what she saw when she got to the other side Was she pleasantly surprised? Were all her questions answered? I look up at the sky and I feel no comfort I look down at the ground and think Cause life's not right or wrong, it's just a little complicated There's no right or reason, cause it's only what you make it And I could cry about it or just laugh until I choke God's got a sense of humor Cause no one's good or bad, it's just we don't know what we're doing The world's a scary place and we're all stuck here being human Guess it's kinda funny that there's things we'll never know God's got a sense of humor No, no, no, no, I'm the joke When I was 15, I didn't wanna cope I didn't wanna find hope Cause it's just so much pressure To try and be happy when you're out of control Cause you're so vulnerable And the world's on fire And I look up at the sky and I feel no comfort Look down at the ground and I think Cause life's not right or wrong, it's just a little complicated There's no right or reason, cause it's only what you make it And I could cry about it or just laugh until I choke God's got a sense of humor Cause no one's good or bad, it's just we don't know what we're doing The world's a scary place and we're all stuck here being human Guess it's kinda funny that there's things we'll never know God's got a sense of humor No, no, no, no, I'm the joke And every time I get down on my knees And I pray I just end up feeling more alone And God, I need something to believe in But the more that I try, the more that I don't I guess I'll never know Never know