If I decide to go, I'll be fine alone I guess I decided I could find a light alone If I decide to go, I'll be fine alone I guess I decided I could find a light alone At times I just want to be alive with the trees I don't want to be some braindead paper pusher That doesn't match up with my dreams I am lost within myself So I should lose myself within the world To have some sense of symmetry For those precious stars to unfurl I feel like open doors and be straight to a dog All I want to do is run, until I can no longer run I just want no more worries I just worry, I just hurry I'm just rushing through my journey Next vacation has me yearning All this time that I've been burning Makes me question, is this worth the depression? And it hurts to keep guessing Every single choice that I've made Poised but afraid, see I'm always in a void But a void to display So when I'm in a place of noise I always feel displaced Man I've already cashed out in my head So why would an igloos account with the bank If I decide to go, I'll be fine alone I guess I decided I could find a light alone If I decide to go, I'll be fine alone I guess I decided I could find a light alone I hate asking for handouts And I decline favors with ease See the picture as it pans out Treat opinions like a fatal disease At times it can be a sham, well Suck it up, let it spray on your knees I'm getting hotter as I fan out Even though I never gained a degree Look daddy I'm a man now Crippling debt but I'm paying my lease Gonna get a check and vacay in Belize Lay up by the sea for the spray of the breeze Got the whole thing mapped out I just gotta make a path now Even though I may be chasing a dream I just gotta reach my handout I don't really see enough streams Maybe you see me as a bad guy But we were never in the same boat And pretty soon it's gonna capsize See I'd wing it if I could fly But disguises can be misguided If you see no one by my side You're likely to be blindsided Please believe that If I decide to go, I'll be fine alone I guess I decided I could find a light alone If I decide to go, I'll be fine alone I guess I decided I could find a light alone If I decide to go, I'll be fine alone I guess I decided I could find a light alone If I decide to go, I'll be fine alone I guess I decided I could find a light alone If I decide to go, I'll be fine alone I guess I decided I could find a light alone If I decide to go, I'll be fine alone I guess I decided I could find a light alone