I'm tired of people saying
I need a break, but this isn't over
It's getting worse as I'm getting older
And I don't know what to do when I'm feeling broken
These memories keep me from getting over
I can't be open with you
Feel like walking on eggshells, keep playing it cool
Come back a week later, more problems to view
What did I do? Why can't I be me when I'm with you?
And you can't let it go, that's an issue
Look at me like you didn't know
That's my life, that's my life
That's my issue, no, I don't need a tissue
I need a little bit of love
Cause it's all that holds me up when it all falls apart
I'm tired of people saying that they didn't know
No one was there when I was all alone
Everybody's telling me to let it go
But it's not as simple as letting go
I need a break, but this isn't over
It's getting worse as I'm getting older
And I don't know what to do when I'm feeling broken
These memories keep me from being open
Lately I've been so irritated
I didn't know that I could hide it this well
Everyone thinks I'm being patient
But I'm a step away from drowning myself
I stepped on your toes, oh I'm sorry for them
But breaking your heart, I miss hearing you laugh
You tried to save me, I fought every step of the way
Now you're gone and I'm spiraling back out
I drank too much, now I'm at this party
But we're stuck half off, I want you to come back
I'm here cause I'm way too lost
I need you like an ID, I don't care what it costs
I've been everywhere, I'm back in this weather
I think I'll only get worse, no it won't get better
I'm bitter whether or not I survive
Remind me that I had the time to realize it
I'm tired of people saying that they didn't know
No one was there when I was all alone
Everybody's telling me to let it go
But it's not as simple as letting go
I need a break, but this isn't over
It's getting worse as I'm getting older
And I don't know what to do when I'm feeling broken
These memories keep me from being open
And I don't know what to do when I'm feeling broken