I'm sorry for breaking down in front of you
I'm * up, don't know what else I can do
I'm trying to pull myself together
Trying, trying to get better
Walking around with the weight of the world is on my shoulders
Two big boulders, trying to get up but I'm sinking
And I'm plagued by all my overthinking
It's not that bad but it feels that bad
Little things build up, it's ironic that
These things that build up break me down so bad
And honestly, it's all on me, I gotta learn to let things go
What's wrong with me is so hard to see
It's like nobody else knows
What's going on but you do
That's why I take it all out on you
I'm so frustrated, so stressed out
Just can't help it, I'm breaking down
I'm sorry for breaking down in front of you
I'm * up, don't know what else I can do
I'm trying to pull myself together
Trying

Trying
Trying to get better
I'm sorry for breaking down in front of you
I'm * up, don't know what else I can do
I'm trying to pull myself together
I'm trying, trying to get better
I needed some fresh air, I take a step outside
You come and find me saying something doesn't seem right
But I don't wanna open up, cause I don't wanna bring you down
But these teardrops come pouring out
I'm trying to pull myself together
Just not myself
No
I just need some help
No
And that's the hardest part, letting go of fear
But it's a change I gotta make, so I'm singing out
I wanna get better, it's gonna get better
I'm sorry for breaking down in front of you
I'm * up, I don't know what else I can do
I'm trying to pull myself together
I'm trying, I'm trying to get better
I'm sorry for breaking down in front of you
I'm sorry for breaking down in front of you
I'm * up, I don't know what else I can do
I'm trying to pull myself together
I'm trying, I'm trying to get better
If I said right now, would that change anything?
If I said right now, would that change anything?
If I said right now, would that change anything?
If I said right now, if I said right now
Would it change anything?
I'm sorry for breaking down in front of you
I'm * up, I don't know what else I can do
I'm trying to pull myself together
I'm trying, I'm trying to get better
I'm sorry for breaking down in front of you
I'm * up, I don't know what else I can do
If I said right now, would that change anything?
I'm trying to pull myself together
I'm trying, I'm trying to get better