say the twenties
Are the best years of your life
But I seem to be
Spending mine missing sunsets
'cause I'm busy on my phone
Observing everyone else
How I compare and obsess
Just me, my phone and these walls
And I've been sober for some months
But I can feel the demons
Waiting on my downfall
Since I'm so ugly and irrelevant
I've been losing friends
As if I'm tryin' to get rid of them
I googled why I'm still desperatе
For validation and sedatives
Callin' men
Who don't givе a * about me
Then when my mother called
I pretend I'm busy
I'm tryna end up anywhere
Except from where I been
Curtains closed bed bound amphetamines
This devil on my shoulder, man
I'm tryin' to shake him off
My ex is on my timeline
It's as if he's showing off
My self esteem is facetune and ring lights
My ego is conquering new heights
I think I need some
Think I need some
Do you need some
Do you need some
Don't we all need some
We all need some
Light let there be light
Da-da-da, da-da-da
I think I need some
I lied, I don't think I
Know I need some
I need some light
Some sweet sunshine
To feel alright
Please, let there be light
I see a sad little sinner in the mirror
The devil works hard like my liver
I don't wanna be alive
But I don't wanna die
A fist full of pills, you're a nobody
Bang, bang
That's depression at the door again
You know he'll beat the door down
Until you let him in the room
Since you are already acquainted
You skip the foreplay
He grips you at the neck
As you prepare to be screwed
You try to must a flare
To tell somebody you're sinking
But anxiety is an index finger
Pressed to your lips
A whiskey bottle, it whispers
Since you're already bitter
A cocktail fit for a quitter
Come here and give me a kiss
I see a sad little sinner in the mirror
The devil works hard like my liver
I don't wanna be alive
But I don't wanna die
A fist full of pills and rivers in my eyes
I've nothin' left to lose
Dear God in the sky
Hear my cry hear my cry
When it's too dark to see
Let there be light let there be light
Let there be light
Yes, I edit my pictures
To make my waist look slimmer
And make my * look bigger
So that I'm someone you aspire to
Let me in your algorithm, please
I know I'll only be important
If I'm someone you would like
Follow, share and subscribe to
If you're thirsty like me
Mix some pity with some self hate
Stir it up and add twelve ounces of rosé
That's how I make the glass
Half empty and drink it down
Beneath the curse words
And the insecurities
Here lies a sorry little soul
And she doesn't even know
What to pray for
Still just a heart broke bitch
But I traded the back of the nightclub I did
For the bathroom floor
I wish I could call my ex
He would know just what to say
He don't say nothing at all now
Brings a tear to my eye
The only thing I rely on him to do
Is stay declining my calls, now
I see a sad little sinner in the mirror
The devil works hard like my liver
I don't wanna be alive
But I don't wanna die
A fist full of pills and rivers in my eyes
I've nothin' left to lose
Dear God in the sky
Hear my cry hear my cry
When it's too dark to see
Let there be light
Let there be light, let there be light
Little girls that have no self-esteem
A little boy without a father
Tries to find him in the streets
A girl I used to walk to school with
Took her life, now rest in peace
Fake democracy, killing 'em for seats
Killing ourselves, suicide
Government lies, discrimination
Hating ourselves
Why hope why keep going why try
Genesis one, verse three, I'll dry my eyes
The only thing
Which darkness cannot coexist is the light
I see a sad little sinner in the mirror
The devil works hard like my liver
I don't wanna be alive
But I don't wanna die
A fist full of pills and rivers in my eyes
I've nothin' left to lose
Dear God in the sky
Hear my cry, would you hear my cry
When it's too dark to see
Let there be light
Let there be light, let there be light
No, no, no
I want that light
Oh let there be
Oh let there be
Oh that light
See, I want that light in my house
Oh, let there be light
Oh the light in my car
Oh, let there be light
I want that light in my pain
Oh, let there be light
I want that light
When it's dark, dark, da-dark
Oh, no, let there be
Oh, let there be
Oh, li-light
No, no, no, no, no, no
Let there, let there be light
For all the fathers and the teachers
Working hard at night
For all the builders and the cleaners
I pray, let there be light
For all the farmers and the chefs
And the train drivers, yes
The nurses and the doctors
God bless the NHS
Let the pay rise
Let the pay rise up
Let there be light light light
For all those overworked and underpaid
And dreams of somewhere out of sight
Let there be light
Single mother, all alone
She's all alone
The baby's cryin'
And she's cryin' tears too
To her sister on a phone
Bring her comfort, bring her peace
I pray Lord, please
Now that's what I'm talking about
Oh, let there be
Lord, let there be
Don't we all need a little
See, I want that light in my house
Oh, let there be light
I want that light in my car
Oh, let there be light
I want that light in my dreams
Oh, baby, light all the darkness
Light up the dark, yes, Lord
Let there be light, Lord