Still don't understand why you wanted to help meThe long nights I spent praying for someone to hold me up stillI'm so afraid I might ever lose controlEver let myself go somewherefar from homeIgot a new attitude for this * new yearGot a smaller hand,bruised Another scar in the raceCan't be a good behavior In this * new loveSome say God gives you not a chance I try so hard to live but my heart saysLet it go away,let it go to heavenI don't know if I still have a chance to bebe forgiven or forgetyou said i'll be surely okaybut i now realize that even doctors lietryna save metryna save a fool like megod we can't hold another god damn yeari got no new attitudefor this * new yearMore than bruised than all discoveriesCan be a good behaviorIn this * new lovePlease don't save meDon't even try to save mePlease don't save me