I've taken more steps, I can count Leading me back and forth around
I've grown to love what I have lost Now happiness is made from lust
With a fortune, I am sad When I'm winning, I get mad
I don't seem to have nothing left But now to go back from the start
Filtering what I don't wanna feel Focusing on what is new to me
Wavering when I can finally see That all of this was already in me
I can't go on if it doesn't burn
It hurts me more to play pretend I'd rather break so I can mend
With a fortune, I am sad When I'm winning, I get mad
I don't seem to have nothing left
Filtering what I don't wanna feel Focusing on what is new to me
Wavering when I can finally see That all of this was already in me
I can't go on if it doesn't burn
If it doesn't burn
