I don't know what I did, but I must've did it wrong But there's no turning back, so I wrote another song Haven't heard back from you since I wrote that track for you This is not an act for you, it's just how I really fuckin' feel And if you don't believe me, let me show you that it's real Life is on the field, I've been sittin' on the sideline Breakin' all the rules, never stickin' to the guideline You've been wastin' my time, got me losin' my mind Fallin' like a landslide, wanted you by my side But it was never a hide, I was in my feelings But I'm focused on the fact now I was in my feelings, but I put it in the past now I was in my feelings, but I put it in the past now You're my light, you're my star Without you, it gets dark So I fight, and I try, and I dive You're my light, you're my star Without you, it gets dark So I fight, and I try, and I dive for you You can build me up, you can tear me down And break my heart But I won't change, cause I've been the same Right from the start I know it's hard to see I'm trying everything to get you to believe That you were meant for me The more I lose my mind again I feel I'm wasting my time The more I lose my mind again I feel I should've been high You said I don't feel like you've been telling the truth But somehow you forget I'm always honest with you Don't blame me, not my fault Don't know what happened to you Don't know what happened to you I'm so terrified I've been caught losing sleep I'm so freaking out This doesn't feel like a dream Somebody save me I feel like I can't breathe Why do you hate me? I just wish that you could see You can build me up, you can tear me down And break my heart But I won't change, cause I've been the same Right from the start