You wouldn't have to lie to me if you were self-assured You wear a mask and consider it you're alone I've been through this before You go back on your word And you lock out the door That's how you make a fool Look yourself out to perfection You highlight your own imperfections You tell me you love me, you say What is it you say? You play You throw me around like a puppet Upon my strength, only corruption You tell me I love you, you say Yet you hold me up on these streets You say You're so beautiful I want to see you Beyond the ocean blue Afraid of what you're through So *** it, bring it on I'm starting to let go You tell you want it You don't notice when you start Wish all of this could work Could keep what's on the surface If the death it feels worth it Need all the input and stuff Can't look at me like I'm selfish Is it so wrong to need some focus? I get your heart's been broken I'm losing family and time But in more ways than one I know I sound pathetic For getting one's attention I'm sorry for your loss Can't value validation Won't wade through conversations For once your turn to talk Should know it's mine and mine You say You're so beautiful I want to see you Beyond the ocean blue Afraid of what you're through So *** it, bring it on I'm starting to let go You tell you want it You don't notice when you start I'm starting to let go You tell you want it You don't notice when you start