These days I try so hard to be the greatest I miss my birthday so happy but late it All of my friends don't think I'm gonna make it All of my friends, wait, what friends? I'm alone Smashing my phone, all on the pavement I don't got time for pointless conversations All of my friends never leave me alone Maybe I'm basically never at home I'm in my head, I don't wanna be here What do you fear? What do you fear? I pop some pillies and drink evergreen What do you fear? What do you fear? Why even try to text back? You send me a text in all caps You think you're the ***, you're all that I just wanna marry Kay and Ashley I don't wanna send my CV I got hella blank holes in my life Why is everything colder tonight? Why is everything colder tonight? These days I try so hard to be the greatest I miss my birthday so happy but late it All of my friends don't think I'm gonna make it All of my friends- wait... These days I try so hard to be the greatest I miss my birthday so happy but late it All of my friends don't think I'm gonna make it All of my friends, wait, what friends? I'm alone These days I try so hard to be the greatest I miss my birthday so happy but late it All of my friends don't think I'm gonna make it All of my friends, wait, what friends? I'm alone Smashing my phone, all on the pavement I don't got time for pointless conversations All of my friends never leave me alone Maybe I'm basically never at home I'm in my head, I don't wanna be here What do you fear? What do you fear? I pop some pillies and drink heaven clear What do you fear? What do you fear?