I'd rest on your shoulder, and you'd stay quiet whilst you lost your dress under the covers
Calm down for the summer, squeeze my hand, share a drink, I'm bitchy about your mother
A friend and a lover, I warm up to a smile for you to match and strike me down
You suffered, I suffered, I lifted in a drum, you lay away beside me
Potatoes on the walls of my mind, they start to fade
Bleached out under sunlight, it starts another day
Since we last killed time slowly, violently and boldly
Do we have nothing to say?
Now I don't know
Now I don't know
Who you are, I don't know if you are me
Cause I, I didn't give a *
I didn't know how to
Yeah, we were just kids
Oh boy, I think I still am
Oh, but back then
Oh, but back then
You made me feel like a man
I trace the distance between your hips
It ain't my time to find the place you'd feel yourself in
I break your spirit, test your patience
If it's real love, if it's real hatred
Do you feel it now?
Yeah, I'm a real man
And I hope it act different now
And I hope I'll never have to see it with my own eyes
Cause I know, I know it doesn't matter now
But I don't like thinking that it doesn't
So I probably call my strong
End up in my bed checking off
While you're still there frowning in the corner
It could be a pity
It could be a pity
And a fatality
I never wanted to be of any sort
The next stand, I chose to love
Yeah, I'm a real man
Way irresistible
You cry in front of my bed
Mother and dad
Did you see yourself inside it
Did you stare or did you hide it
Do you remember like me
Sometimes you stay for days
I heard you dancing up on me
Digging your nails into my skin
Somehow I feel like we'll always be okay
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