I'm standing in the heart of nowhere Futilities for God and soul, yeah The days are getting dark and cold and dry Don't know right from wrong Can't mend the things you have broken Get close until you're never open I wish I hadn't been too weak to cry I'm freaking out and out, I'm dying for a light I don't care if you say it ain't right I'm freaking out and out, I'm claiming my crown Come on, if you really want me all night I'm freaking out I'm freaking out, yeah I'm screaming at the operator Just acting now and thinking later I tell the word I love to hate her I need to get it out I'm solid as a tray of paper As heavy as a piece of paper But finally I'm strong enough to cry I'm freaking out and out, I'm dying for a light I don't care if you say it ain't right I'm freaking out and out, I'm claiming my crown Come on, if you really want me all night I'm freaking out I'm freaking out, yeah I think it's no good to be afraid Of all the mistakes that you wanna make I think it's no good to play it cool I'd rather be called a crying fool I'm freaking out and out, I'm dying for a light I don't care if you say it ain't right I'm freaking out and out, I'm claiming my crown Come on I'm freaking out and out, I'm dying for a light I don't care if you say it ain't right I'm freaking out and out, I'm claiming my crown Come on, if you really want me all night I'm freaking out I'm freaking out, yeah I'm freaking out